It's not easy

For d past couple of days ive been wondering what's next in life. Im thinking of getting a car irregardless of my background issue. But is that necessary? I see my sister still not helping out, instead doing the opposite. My brother, still fickle-minded. My grams, working the household as long as her body can. And my mum, enjoying her lost time with her friends. Am i the only one in the family thats worrying about the future? It seems like that so pardon me if now is the time im being selfish. But hey, the family stands to gain, so why not? Just that i'll be forking out a chunk of cash. There's still the IPPT that i've to clear. Wonder when THAT gonna happen.

Right now as i'm typig this, i'm trying to calm my mind. Having a small anxiety moment with no apparent reason. God be with me in my darkest hour. Nothing beats me down if i put my mind and heart in it. It's all about where my heart lies. If it wants, it wills. But, it's getting tougher. I just dont know how long i can be sane...

Passed Part 2

Ok, big news! Got a house! The one near Evergreen primary. Yea, next to my old block. haha.. what irony. Oh wells, thinking bout it, even though its slightly steep in pricing, it beats the other home which is quite far for my liking. Well then, later on go to the place again to do the paperwork, and i make some measurements and taking pictures to do some interior design.

Alhamdullilah, praise to the Almighty

Passed part 1

Great news! After one year and two months, i finally have my driving license. Ok maybe not as fulfilling as wearing a mortar board. But its a beginning of my own life plan. Allah is Great, Alhamdullilah for answering prayers. What makes it ou so sweet that ive to drive in the rain. For all my driving lessons, never had i experience rain while driving, ONLY on test day. But i guess d rain is a blessing in disguise.

So next up is my housing issue. If possible, visit a few places. Otherwise, pray that 742 is available. Amin. Will be updating again later!

In debt

Ok, now i realized the damage my dad brought upon me. Not only he cancelled my bro's insurance, he put me in $5k debt with d insurance. Tmr im meeting d agent and find out wat can be done to resolve this. Maybe i'll cancel it without paying my debt, and still gain 1k. Or pay back, and get 8k after terminating... Decisive me need to think it thru.

Happy Valentines my dear

Woahhhh... such a wonderful time going to the zoo, night safari and eating at Sakura. Memories cant be forgotten. Gosh you look gorgeous. You are always part of me. Love you.

So February comes

Ok, work is getting a little pressurizing at the moment. Little OT ( which is a good thing ), slacking co-workers, and worse of all, a change of supervisors ( again?! ) on 1st Feb. Cmon! How many times need to change? Worse part is, I got this super lousy Ah-Pek as a supervisor. Always nipping at our heels. It's like back to Tekong and everyone have to be prepared for something. That's work. I think a search for another may be inevitable.

Apart from that, looking forward to go to Universal Singapore with the gang. It's gonna be fun! Transformers and Galactica.. Mane mau dapat?

Just cant wait to get the housing done with. After that, I can focus on the 'ME' issue. Insyallah.

Coming to February 2012

Ok, my weight issue is like the current market trend. Up and down, up and down. Can i just go down all the way? I am sure going to drink loads of PLAIN water, regular exercise ( I realize i lose 2kg by going to the gym ), and eat healthily. Need to tell grandma to cook lesser and lesser. She's been cooking for a buffet and I'm totally cant finish them all. But kasihan seorang cucu, I ate them all.

Working is so far so good. Except there are a few who just cant be bothered, who doesnt have their heart at work, and just come for the sake of coming. Hope they can leave, can't work like this all the time. Drastic changes will come again, with different supervisors taking over, this is the second supervisor change i had. What is wrong with the management?

Hope it all goes smooth sailing.. Bon voyage mates!

New Year, and bonus in!

ok, not much to say. Had a joyous 2012 celebration. spent time with all i loved. watch the fireworks. and work no OT! for now la.. haha... wish things can be much more joyous. but life sometimes will throw a curveball, so shall make do with what i can.