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Zat
The World is your stage, and in blogspot, it's my microphone

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short of CASH
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WISHES
Read Music
Be Patient & Discipline
Drum
Guitar
Collection of DVDs
Collection of XBOX360 Games

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Sunday, May 28, 2006

( No Music, No Life )

Just a song to soothe my heart. Just a bout the only thing that makes me calm...Music

Fort Minor
Where'd You Go


Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...


11:50 PM



( Im nearing to a state of insanity )

GOD help me... PLEASE!!!

I can't function properly now... I'm cramped with my work in school and at work...
Can't anyone see that I'm in pain?! Look, everyone needs a rest OK? So don't act like a FUCKING ass-hole and imagine yourself like a damn stupid maharaja and come back to Earth? I know I'm not that smart and certainly not that pretty to look at, but YOU go and Fuck up to me saying that I'm not doing the job that Im suppose to do??? What the FUCK!!!!

Who do you think you are asshole? If you don't think I can do the job, REPLACE me then!!! Why the FUCK you're staying there and make me lose face? Because why? You just don't have the guts to do it? Like a little baby hiding behind your mummy...

CMON!!! Be a Man! If you don't think Im cut up for the job, say your thing! Don't spread nonsense at others and corrupt their minds! For God's sake, talk to me. FACE TO FACE, MAN TO MAN. If you wanna spar with me, bring it on! But beware, when Im in rage, you will had hoped to talk to me diplomatically rather than sulking in front of ME! Just remember that.

Whoever you are...


10:43 PM


Friday, May 26, 2006

( We met again after all this years.. )

I have no idea why... I had hoped to forget my past totally, but somehow my past won't let go of me...

I went back to my store at Woodlands Point to finish up some unfinished business. I got the shock of my life! She was there with her friends... The one that broke my heart for countless of times... The one that filled me more bad memories than good ones...

Sigh, I don't want to be selfish for saying this words in my blog but the pain I suffered cannot be described in words... I wish that I had met her in some other ways than this.

I did my best not to show my displeasure. We talked like any friend would do. She asked me which course I'm studying in, and she told me hers. Not bad eh, chemical engineering.. I know you have the stuff about chemistry.

The surprising part was she actually talked about my ex-girlfriend. Luckily, I managed to hold up the surprise that may had been evident on my face. I said that we're on talking terms. (Hmm, seems she has a motive), and I'll bet that my theory could be right after all.

I'll keep my cool... After she had bought her meal, the only thing on my mind was to get out of that store ASAP... and I mean real quick... So I did everything I had to, and whoosh I was away. To be courteous, I made a quick sayonara to her... And that I hope, will be just a coincidence and not mere fate that our lives must cross paths again....

I'm afraid of the very idea of Love. Like fallen leaves on the ground, being trampled, I fear I maybe trampled over because of Love. Please GOD, let my mind and soul heal after this nightmare..


10:35 PM


Thursday, May 25, 2006

( I wish... )

How i wish I could just stop time and let myself, my mind & body to take a rest... I think im pushing myself way way to the limit... I duno how much longer I can hold it...

I just have this thought of quiting my work altogether and concentrate on my studies... It's really a nice idea coz it'll be another burden off my already burdened shoulders.. Sigh

Had watch Da Vinci Code and X-men 3 the past 2 days.. Very cool movies I must say.. Recommended for everyone... Although Da Vinci may struck a few unwanted chords with the Christians... Haha.. Well, I hope I can survive this mayhem in my life...

GOD help me


11:07 PM


Monday, May 15, 2006

( What am I feeling..? )

Im feeling rather weird today man. Feeling a bit of depressed. Not sure what triggered this emotion.. Gosh Im feeling pretty pretty low ryte now... My tests are just around the corner and what a good time to feel this way...

Even my friends joked about me needing a girlfriend! Ha! What a joke. I can't take care of myself, what more of another soul? Freaky..

I wish I could do better in my studies now. Sheesh...

Cant do my maths, my circuit analysis etc etc... Can somebody PLEASE help me!!! I cant take this anymore... *sigh*

All I can do now is....

NOTHING


6:50 PM


Friday, May 05, 2006

( Highly recommended..! )


Heyss you movie-buff out there!!!

Mission Impossible 3, MI3, simply ROCKS!!! Must watch that man! I watch it with my friends(who is a ultra-critic) praise this movie.

Secret Agent Ethan Hunt(Tom Cruise) does the impossible again. Jumping from buildings, shooting the baddies with his trigger-happy fingers etc.. This is possibly the best movie I watched so far..

Recommended to people who are secret-agent wannabes(like me, thank you very much)...


10:05 PM