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Tuesday, October 31, 2006 ( GOD, Give me the will to overcome this tribulation ) Now preparing for part 2 of camp at SP. The food, err, I wish I dun have to handle this. Cmon la, I understand that the food is not from Raffles Hotel, and you had eaten far better catered food. But please, we're having a tight budget here! What do you want me to do? Use my own money?!?! Sheesh... Frankly, I dun think this camp is making me understand my peers even better. More like pushing me away from them. I don't have interest in their chit chats. I don't have the apetite to eat supper at 11pm. I don't have the mood to talk after midnight. And I would like to have a peace of mind at night when we're supposed to be sleeping! Yes, you can do whatever you want. As a group, im fine with it. But please spare me from all the laughter and jokes. I am the minority, and I know that. Im trying to be as supportive as i can be. But somethings aint going your way. Im arguing for my believes, thats y i cant take it any longer but vent my frustrations in here. Im hurt very badly. After all the things I managed to do, is there anyone there who said Thank You? 7:41 PM Sunday, October 29, 2006 ( Club Camp, Phase ONE ) Well, Phase One of SPARComperes Training Camp is alright I guess. Though I kinda felt left out most of the time. I just dont feel it's right of me to join in. Not my nature to join a group without being invited, if you know what i mean. And seems like my friends thought Im feeling moody. Just not that, but I dunno what to say. I apologise man. Just ain't the way I wanted it to be. I'm actually at a stage of total collapse of my over-stretched mind. Going to.. Not yet. I dont die fast enough la. Never-Give-Up attitude. LoL... There's so mannnnyyyyy things to think and decide and choose and ignore and etc etc... I just cant assimilate more infos anymore. Im deprived of a LIFE. HELP ME!!!  Welcomg the new batch to the SPARComperes FAMILY! 10:20 PM Tuesday, October 24, 2006 ( Selamat Hari Raya ) Forgive me for any wrongdoing ive made or any harsh words spoken. I wish you all a happy holiday and God Bless! ~Cheers 3:30 AM Monday, October 23, 2006 ( cant believe ) When drinks are spilled. They dont bother to even notify any relevant personnel to attend to the mess. They leave it like that. Gosh, if you happen to read this and really fit the description. Ask youself this question, "Am I a disgrace to others?" I'm sorry. After a really challenging work today, I felt this is the best way to express my views. I think I've changed. When people look up to you to give directions, you're bounded by the rule to satisfy those needs of the people. I have discharge them accordingly. Even if it doesnt appeal to the masses. I shall do whatever it takes to making sure i've left no stone unturned. 12:18 AM Wednesday, October 18, 2006 ( A day's work )  Presenting JOJO, the best friend we can ever get.  With style, Zat, Izma, and Nick Then, can say i enjoyed my time with this pic...  She's damn cool lar... But NOOO... I didnt ask for her number! LoL! Then on the 20th Oct, shall remember this date that my sub theme 2 in Poly Forum have finally completed the task after 6 months of planning. Wanna thank you everyone for making the time for our little baby. I could't believe it that it's finally over. We can finally close a chapter on this.  The drama by Fitri and Fiona, about Internet Awareness  The students playing as the censorship board in a role-play. My sub sub theme's section. Well done May!  "You think you're a better speaker than me?" Nick giving a presentation with a helper.  Nothing to cap off the event with a nice big group photo. I love you guys. Gonna miss you all=,( Then finally, after a hard day's work, nothing beats than going to...KBOX!  Looking at the future Singapore Idols/Superstar winner???  This Joel ar, can SING! Girls here's a bachelor you wont wanna miss! To think you yourself, Joel, said u cant sing. You underestimate yourself la. LoL!  Huixin and Marlene, these ladies are like angels from Heaven. Their vocals are there to die for! You go girls! After a good laugh and sing, we have to go. But must take group photo!  The best night together with the best of friends. I love you guys(and girls)! Will plan further activities yar? Hmm.. For now, just look forward to the training camp next week. ~Cheers =) 10:53 PM Monday, October 16, 2006 ( Congrats to Tuttee ) Just imagine that I started tutoring you when ur just sec 1, now ur on the way to sec 3... Woah... I feel like a parent. (Tears welled up)... But hey, promise is a promise... You'll get your reward soon kie? Don't worry, I won't forget(I hope).. Kekekeke ~Cheers 9:45 PM Friday, October 13, 2006 ( IDA Dinner @ IDA, Suntec ) I break fast at IDA office at Suntec liao. It was actually a Thank You dinner for our efforts during the IMF meetings last September. Only Alvin and Yong Hong were not there. The food, we had chicken rice, pumpkin soup, pizzas, choc truffle... Oh so nice... And the scenery from the office... oh so nice.. Haha.. Here's the pics...   11:35 PM Wednesday, October 11, 2006 ( Happy me(The Man is BACK!) ) 1) I finally have THE game i wanted! Thanks to Mr. Fathul Rahman for it. Thank you Thank you! I'm really enjoying the game. 2) I have started my collection of chinese songs. Yay! Uhm... Chinese songs?? Well, just to learn the language, might as well listen to it in music than some lecturer looking at me with that monotonic voice. Thanks to Mr. Nickolas. Thanks dude. Cant do it without you. 3) I started to believe in myself again. Maybe because all the criticism ive been receiving hasnt been going well with my mind. Mind-overload i think. Cant accept it, but now, i think i recovered from it! Woohoo... 4) I brought a new cap! With my initials on it. Just like Bryna's and Hamidi's(the Superstar casts). Got the idea from them. So cool. Event got some bling bling on it! Haha... Just love it. 5) Uhm... Just think positively. Like 'someone' said, LET IT GO. Let go of what? Let go of something that you yourself feel its useless. Then only you can think clearer. Maybe I've been carrying some extra and useless luggage in my mind, so its in the recycle bin, I think I can move on easily. ~Steady Steady Pom Pi Pi! 8:40 PM Sunday, October 08, 2006 ( Finally it's over. ) It's great to see SP have created such an extraordinaire musical. Well, for my part, my duties for this event was a-ok. No complains. Just tiring(fasting la). Legs were wobbling. Muscles were tense. Damn tiring carrying those booklets. Must be like 10kg. hakz.. But its ok. Need the exercise though. But the haze was worst off. Reminds me of Genting Highlands la! Haha.. But overall, this got to be the best duty/show in my life at SP.  Job well done! Thanks to Yong Hong, CK, Derek for coming down for duty at the very last minute. Your contributions will be never forgotten. ~Cheers=) 3:00 PM Saturday, October 07, 2006 ( Sharing... ) ***It maybe a bit insulting*** ***Watch with an open mind**** Copy and paste onto your browser. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWmLAui6OOw 1:46 PM Tuesday, October 03, 2006 ( Morale: Very low ) Or would I be looking out of an office high above in the CBD area? Or would I be the officer who lead his men to protect our homeland? So many possibilities. I, in a moment, shuddered at the thought. Just recently, my family went for a dinner with my relatives at Furama. There, we met this aunty who said I reminded her of her son. Coincidentally, her son is also in SP! In Nautical Studies, now plying the sea route in the world's largest tanker. No wonder she missed her son a lot. Gosh, suddenly my mum and her were talking about relationships. Like no BGR in school and stuff. Then that aunty said she saw a lot of couples in polytechnics and wonder whether her son have a girlfriend? That really caught me, coz I can feel my mom's eyes upon me. LOL... I mean, I used to have relationships before. But no more in poly. I cant really accept it. Coz I don't believe in LOVE. I just cant feel it. I may get close to this girl but I can never feel any 'weird feelings'. Just aint what I used to be. When I gave my whole-hearted Love and she in returned gave back in millions of a shattered heart. OK, I may sound a bit dramatic, but that's the way it is. Dumped twice, Broke off once due to jealousy. What Im trying to say is so long I'm a leader, I can never be love by someone. That's maybe why im feeling very low. ~No Cheers... 5:41 PM Sunday, October 01, 2006 ( weekend are dull ) Then went to Singapore Discoery Center to meet my sis who is participating in the one minute of fame from kids central... sheesh.. damn bored la.. but i saw daphne khoo! Yay! Met anita there.. not anita sarawak.. but anita from adecco... my colleague... still pretty as usual... no change... we talked, then she left.. and i was left alone again... can see how bored i was la...  Today on sunday, met the rest of the team to discuss our part for the seminar.. a role-play depicting the censorship board.. went to the NLB to discuss... freaking cold.. Lucky to be still kept warm... maybe due to may's sneezing... making the area a bit warm.. haha... well thats all la.. prep for tmr school.. ~cheers... 8:49 PM |