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Zat
The World is your stage, and in blogspot, it's my microphone

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short of CASH
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Read Music
Be Patient & Discipline
Drum
Guitar
Collection of DVDs
Collection of XBOX360 Games

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Thursday, November 29, 2007

( pressure pays off )

That week was the most stressful by far in my life. Fortunately, all those hair-pulling sessions are gone, and i passed all my tests! Hip Hip Hooray!

Something which I felt a wave of relief since I have less than 24 hours to UNDERSTAND my modules. Phew. So Alhamdullilah, thank God for his wisdom.


11:05 PM


Saturday, November 24, 2007

( The Kingdom )

Synosis: An American FBI Investigation team lead by the man, Special Agent Fleury turn into a hunt for the terrorist mastermind who planned and execute an American Settlement in Riyadh.

My view, it's NC16 grading is a good choice. Many blood and boom boom. I love when the characters can still joke (even when they look serious) when death and destruction are around them. However, the fighting scenes aint long. Well, can't expect much since the Americans have many restrictions coming to Saudi Arabia.

Morale of this story: There's no good or bad guys.

I recommend this movie to those who love guns and boom booms, or just plain sadistic. In a way, it psych me up when I think NS is around the corner.


11:15 PM


Thursday, November 22, 2007

( Because of You )



Because Of You
By Ne-Yo

[Verse 1:]
Want to, but I can’t help it
I love the way it feels,
It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don’t
Tell myself I’ll stop everyday, knowin’ that I won't

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

[Chorus:]
And it’s all because of you [3X]
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

[Verse 2:]
Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done,
Only concern is the next time, I’m gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

[Chorus:]
And it’s all because of you (all because of you) [3X]
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

Ain’t no doubt, so strung out [2X]
Over you, over you, over you

Because of you,
And it’s all because of you,
Never get enough
She’s the sweetest drug, she’s the sweetest drug


12:36 PM


Tuesday, November 20, 2007

( Stress )

Everyone of my course are having their MST now. I know i'm being selfish. Just wanna blow some steam off.

My head is in a whirl. The book looks like chocolate. The formulas looks like curse words.
In other words:

I'M GOING BONKERS


12:49 PM


Sunday, November 18, 2007

( I'm Yours )



I'm Yours
By Jason Mraz

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

*scat*

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
(there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours 2x

no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved
open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...


12:57 PM


Friday, November 16, 2007

( What If I lose my Memory )

Had a weird thought of one day, what if suddenly I lose my memories. How do I get it back?

The Hippocampus: means "sea horse", and is named for its shape. It is one of the oldest parts of the brain, and is buried deep inside, within the limbic lobe. The hippocampus is important for the forming, and perhaps long-term storage...

This part of the brain is very important. And it's proven that too many info can lead to disastrous overload of your brain.

So, it's a good excuse NOT to learn something new in your life. Never know how much more you can keep in memory.

Back to studies. Chiong-ar!


11:37 PM


Tuesday, November 13, 2007

( the week so far )

Not sure what to say how the week starts. Been thinking of the coming MST next week. Started doing the past papers to prep myself.

So many thoughts running in my mind. No time to stop it. The workload is stretching me thinly.
So the following is just me, myself and I letting off some steam through words.

"The thoughts of you, lingers in my mind. As the wind dance around the leaves. Leaving nothing but dew, as memories. How I wish that I can hold you, as you give me strength I crave to hold on. No matter what come what may, the feelings are there. My passion for you, my love for you, my everything just for you. But since you've been gone, the leaves never again dance around me, only storms and lightning threatening the very existence of me. I will never feel the same, without you, I'm nothing."

Ok, that was crap... Don't mind the amateurish words.

~Cherios


11:04 PM


Friday, November 09, 2007

( Weekends )

I'm so beginning to love weekends. But, sad to say that the MST is coming right after next week. Gonna do some catching up with my textbooks. I'm not sure why I'm typing this but it's just my mind letting off steam, get my drift?

I think I'm getting used to swimming. Started this week. Had to swim, correction, had to LEARN to swim. Never had a formal training, and I realized that frog's style is the basic. But I've been swimming freestyle eversince I learn how to enter the swimming complex. So, a lot of catching up to do.

A friend will be leaving my team behind to enjoy her long-awaited holiday. In NZ. Bon voyage! Don't worry about Youth Assembly, I hope I won't ruin it once you get back. I've been sticking up to the previous chairWOMAN for the entire time, I can't see myself BEING a chairMAN. Now that the planning is done and dealt, it's getting the participants over. Seems the banner is STILL not put up yet. Wonder whether agreeing to his request is just something regretful. On the good side, he'll provide all the logistical needs, on the down side, he has many other events and his resources may be running thin, wonder whether our project has made YA a bit like a parasitic nuisance. I don't have the core team with me. I'm just a nobody who happened to be the only long serving volunteer in the group (which makes me the best candidate for the top post). But I wonder, if I never accepted it, how would the current administration go? I rather take orders than giving one. At least I have something to zoom into. Not being the visionary of expecting the unexpected. But here once again, I'm trust with doing something that I've never imagined me doing it.

That's all I like to say. Just wanna let off the thoughts in my mind right now. Hell, no one cares about me... Not anymore.


10:03 PM


Tuesday, November 06, 2007

( Mungkin )



Mungkin lyrics

by Anuar Zain


Biarkanlah saja diriku sendirian tanpamu
Biarkanlah aku merindu sekian lama
Bukan maksud untuk membisu sepi tanpa kata
Terpisahnya kita kerana mengejar impian

( chorus )
Mungkinkan bersama dua jiwa ini
Dalam mencari cinta sejati
Mungkinkah segala derita di jiwa
Akan terubat kini

Biarkanlah saja diriku sepi tanpa kata
Terpisahnya kita kerana mengejar impian

( bridge )
Hanya satu pintaku
Sabarlah menanti
Ku kan pulang bersama
Cinta...


11:01 PM


Monday, November 05, 2007

( just a dream? )

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a very well adjusted and happy person.

Overall, you are very content in your life.

You tend to be a very productive thinker.

You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind.


9:05 PM



( head or heart? )

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.
You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.
Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.
You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.
Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind


9:03 PM



( What friend you are )

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Supportive

You are almost like a life coach for your best friends.
You give them help when they need it... but you also know when to give them a push.

People tend to rely on you for moral support and advice.
You've probably always been mature for your age, so this is a role that's you're comfortable with.

A friend like you is one of the rarest kinds.
You are both a good mentor and companion.

Your friends need you most when: They are confused or worried

You really can't be friends with: Someone who only wants to complain

Your friendship quote: "The only way to have a friend is to be one."


8:41 PM



( love movie? )

Your Love Life is Like Titanic

"Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless."

You think that you only really have one true love in your life. And that you better to anything and everything to be with that person.
You tend to be very nostalgic about past loves that didn't work out. There are many secret feelings that you keep to yourself.

Your love style: Deep and emotional

Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Bittersweet


8:40 PM



( How good? )

You Are 72% Good

You are a good person. You do the best you can to be ethical, fair, and moral.
And as you know, being a good person means making hard decisions... and following them through.
If you're confronted with an ethical dilemma, you will usually do the right thing.
Of course you do slip up. No one's perfect. But you do your best to correct your missteps.

You are also probably: incredibly honest, especially with yourself

Right now you are on track to being: A respected leader

To be a better person: Be kind to someone who is not very kind to you


8:36 PM



( Handwriting )

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are sometimes a very energetic person, but you are sometimes quite lethargic. You're moody, prone to ups and downs, and you don't have a lot of endurance.

You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical.

You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others.

You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.


8:33 PM



( POwer la )

Your Birthdate: June 5

You have many talents, and you are great at sharing those talents with others.
Most people would be jealous of your clever intellect, but you're just too likeable to elicit jealousy.
Progressive and original, you're usually thinking up cutting edge ideas.
Quick witted and fast thinking, you have difficulty finding new challenges.

Your strength: Your superhuman brainpower

Your weakness: Your susceptibility to boredom

Your power color: Tangerine

Your power symbol: Ace

Your power month: May


8:28 PM


Saturday, November 03, 2007

( Why? )

I've read somewhere, that no matter what you do, you gotta do it till your fullest. I'm no jerk to ask what does that mean. However, I've got not a single clue of how to continue this momentum.
How do you keep at it? Yeah, I do have the passion. I do have the knowledge and drive to achieve the goal. But I can't do this alone. All this time, I felt that I'm alone in my own world. Everything is there for me, but i DO realize that the people out of my world has their own 'everything' set to their fantasy. So that begets the question of how do you interact with their world and make your world and theirs come together and work towards a common goal. Sound easy in words, but all of us know how hard it can be doesn't it? Heck, no one bothers to comment what I said here, moreover seen my blog, so why held back eh?

I know I've been a jerk all this years. Moreover, I don't have the answer of how i managed to get this far in life. How was it, that after all the trainings I have, after all the 'bondings' and and the 'outings', I still do not mastered something of a respect of my peers. Is it something that I've been overlooked at? Or was it it's not my fault entirely? I don't know what to say. This isn't a time for me to ramble on about my life, when people will say that they have their own life to pursue. Yes it's true, and I respect that, but don't we all join something so that we could be a part of it? And to be a part of something, you got to DO something? It's not about the leader making the decision all the time, it's about everyone taking the initiative to be decisive enough to make the right choices. There's no need to ask the leader in doing something. A leader is there to convince the people to do something that's worthwhile. It's you that the leader hopes that will change the world we live in.

Am I talking sense? I'm beat. Just letting go the frustrations and anxiety in me. No offense meant to anybody.


7:50 PM


Thursday, November 01, 2007

( I'm losing )

I can't believe that that horoscope has a point to prove with me. Right now, I can see that there will be cloudy days ahead of me. Just like the horoscope said. Well, half the truth probably. MST in 2 weeks time, i haven't prepared yet, and my project is in a mess. I'm not sure how long I can hold on. 3-weeks max, before I can solely focused on the Graffiti Competition next month, 15th.

Once again, I'm promoting event!


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10:24 PM